Monday, June 09, 2003
the 1 and only thing i'v been so afraid of happened. cant say i din expect it cos i did and feared it wld happen. now it did. so, wad am i supposed to do? i'm feeling worse and worse by the second.. i haf so much to tell him but it's all jammed up inside of me. i guess things dun always go the way pple wan it to.. and i think i nid help. i cant snap out of it.
random thoughts at 7:45:00 AM